those girls are stupid.  over them.

so im saving up to get a macbook.  im nearly there!  i cant wait to make videos and stuff, i've been checking out the you tube vlogs.  so cool.  i saw one today, her girls name was something about snakes, but she is a cool chick.  i'll grab the link and put it here so you can check her out too!  Added:  www.youtube.com/italktosnakes

lxi

Fairies

You'll notice I have a picture of a Fairy on my blogger page.  Yes, im a fan....Fairies are cool.  

You are a water fairy. You love water and thunderstorms. You also love to swim. But its hard for you to let people in. Water can be a good thing but it can mean that you cry alot or you just want to drown. Look up to the sky. There are better things in the world. If you die now, there will be nothing left of you. Keep your spirits high and dont let anybody get you down.

cant sleep

so i cant sleep tonight.  it's super late and i have to get up extra early tomorrow-some school shit.

but i can't sleep.

i got in a fight with one of my best friends.  seriously---how come girls are always fighting with each other?  the drama, its so stupid.  

anyhow--my 'friend' (lets call her 'J') all of a sudden she kinda just stopped talking to me last week and i have no idea what i did.  J does this all the time.  Like she is always mad at one person or another.  i guess this week is my week where she decided to be mad at me.  

we were planning on hanging out at the mall together and at the last minute i had to flake because i had a TON of homework, and i think thats what made her mad.  

but instead of talking to me about it, she has just been giving me the silent treatment for over a week!

thats just lame.  anyhow---yesterday i sent her this CRAZY mean email.  Oooops.  No matter how hard I try to do the right thing, sometimes i can't help myself and i react.  sigh.  so now its a huge drama.

hence, i can't sleep.  

life is rough enough as it is, how come friends can't just be friends?

lxi

Hi everyone!

My first blog EvEr! I've never done anything like this before. I've got so much to say, this is awesome!

I'm going to take the next few days to customize my blog site a little.  A home is not a home unless you decorate it, right?!

Back soon!

xo

lxi